who cares

it's so hard being "normal" it's so hard living. You want attention but then you get too much, you want friends but then you can't trust them. No one cares about this blog, no one reads this, so who cares ? I do- Do i? Well probably eventually many many years after I write this, someone will read it, that cares...but for now. No one cares if I had a wonderful day. No one cares if I had a bad day. There must be thousands of people ...millions of people feeling the same way as me- No one cares. Everyone wants people to care. Not A PERSON- we all hopefully are blessed enough to have ONE person who at least cares about what we have to say...cares about us. But NO that's never enough for me. I must have LOTS of people care about what I feel, what I think, what I say, and what i'm doing. I hate the internet for that - having myspace, facebook, BLOGS, twitter and etc, they are all ways telling you how much people actually DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU... How is that you ask?? I don't know, just go on one of those and see that you have no new messages, friend requests, comments and etc and you feel unloved, uncared for, unwhatever else that's stupid. How ridiculous for me to feel like that because of some stupid technology...of course people care. How many comments have I actually sent out...but wish to receive? You only get what you receive right? But even so, you want the caring to be genuine, real, loving and whatever else that's important to want from people.
We were made with the need to connect, to be part of something, to NOT be alone. I'm not alone, none of us can say they are truly alone. Let me get off my butt and go do something useful.
I think I said enough-

Love, Laugh, Live, PRAY
God bless,

Jesus Christ - The way, the Truth and the Life