Kaka's red card parody :)

Having some fun after the most stupid call a ref has ever made on Brazil's midfielder Kaka in the FIFA 2010 world cup game. (Ivory Coast vs. Brazil)

:)

New Things

So many things should be happening in 2010! Graduating this May, turning 21 this March, and getting Married this November!

Also I'm really trying to grow as a photographer. So check out my website:
www.Jackiephotography.net

I'm going to start a photography blog, so hopefully that'll be more interesting than this blog! :)

who cares

it's so hard being "normal" it's so hard living. You want attention but then you get too much, you want friends but then you can't trust them. No one cares about this blog, no one reads this, so who cares ? I do- Do i? Well probably eventually many many years after I write this, someone will read it, that cares...but for now. No one cares if I had a wonderful day. No one cares if I had a bad day. There must be thousands of people ...millions of people feeling the same way as me- No one cares. Everyone wants people to care. Not A PERSON- we all hopefully are blessed enough to have ONE person who at least cares about what we have to say...cares about us. But NO that's never enough for me. I must have LOTS of people care about what I feel, what I think, what I say, and what i'm doing. I hate the internet for that - having myspace, facebook, BLOGS, twitter and etc, they are all ways telling you how much people actually DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU... How is that you ask?? I don't know, just go on one of those and see that you have no new messages, friend requests, comments and etc and you feel unloved, uncared for, unwhatever else that's stupid. How ridiculous for me to feel like that because of some stupid technology...of course people care. How many comments have I actually sent out...but wish to receive? You only get what you receive right? But even so, you want the caring to be genuine, real, loving and whatever else that's important to want from people.
We were made with the need to connect, to be part of something, to NOT be alone. I'm not alone, none of us can say they are truly alone. Let me get off my butt and go do something useful.
I think I said enough-

Love, Laugh, Live, PRAY
God bless,

Jesus Christ - The way, the Truth and the Life

Time Goes By

Wow that was just two years ago. Why does it feel like 10, but yet last week. That picture was taken at a pep rally when I was in highschool. I never really like those things. We were actually making fun of people who did, but hey we were having fun doing that. We had a lot of fun actually. But I don't think I knew how great those times really were.
I'm not here to look back into my past and lament about it. No.
I want to appreciate the good times I had, have, and will have. I want to learn how to live. Like I did that day. I wasn't worrying about midterms, finals, bills, or anything for that matter. At that place and time I was content. I was in the moment. How many times can we say we are really in the moment. Probably right now reading this, we're thinking about the work we should be doing, the stuff we need to get done, the people we need to call, and everything else but dwelling in this moment we are fortunate to have.
I want to change this. I just pray that I can start enjoying every moment of my every day. Even when I'm sitting home on a Friday night. Let me not get angry that I'm not out having a blast, because right there, I'm losing that moment. Let me enjoy being alone, things not going as planned, losing things, forgetting things, and bad days. Let me enjoy life. Help me God, to learn how to live!

Pulled my neck muscle

So I'm in bed. I decide to turn, unconsciously. I pull my neck muscle on the turn. This usually happens but it goes away. This time however it didn't go away. It was around 7:40 am. (I don't usually get up that time.) I decide to get up, I thought that maybe it would help make the pain go away. Getting up, moving my neck, getting a massage, taking a hot shower. I did everything, nothing made it better. So I'm here, laying on the couch, typing away, trying to get my mind off the pain. Of course I have tons of stuff to do, but I decided to start a blog. Hey I'm an english major so why not practice writing. Well anyway, I like to keep it short. Hope I get better, I have a Sociology test. Be back soon enough :)